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One Day Without Shoes '11

2011-03-29T08:35:00.000+08:00

April 5.
Worldwide.

Visit TOMS and Walking Without Shoes For One Day for more information.

Twenty Eleven

2011-01-01T01:42:00.000+08:00

Made my peace with 2010 and now looking forward to an awesome 2011.

New LIFE'S Resolution: Eat (more healthy cooking, less food deliveries), Pray (strengthen faith and continue to build marriage in and around Him), Love (radiate positivity & kindness), Live (truly).

Happy New Year, everyone!!!

I Keep Meaning To...

2010-11-05T19:58:00.004+08:00

1. Sometimes, I look up and wait for a shooting star to zoom by and, yes, oddly even in the mornings.

2. It can be difficult, but we have to be mature about the whole thing.

3. Small doesn't necessarily mean "not enough."

4. Loss is very enlightening.

5. I keep meaning to shop for Christmas presents
6. but I haven't...yet.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to unpacking, tidying up around the house, kicking it, tomorrow my plans include attending a college friend's wedding and Sunday, I want to plan the next week!

Elpidio

2010-11-04T17:57:00.000+08:00

I knew you were in a lot of pain the day you walked me down the aisle, and still you looked into my eyes and flashed me the biggest smile you could muster before giving me away. So, thank you for that. And thank you for loving us all unconditionally. Now, you will make YOUR grand entrance. Your brothers and sisters in heaven await. We love you. We miss you. Rest in peace, Lolo Peddie...

Wordless: 10-15-10

2010-10-27T01:36:00.008+08:00

Photos courtesy of Ava Pecho-Leonardo & Ariel Javelosa

The Sweet And The Sour

2010-09-16T08:21:00.005+08:00

Title: Sweet Silver Lining
Artist: Kate Voegele
Dedication: To the bravest coward I know...

I'm going home downhearted and hoping
I'm close to some new beginning
I know there's a reason for everything that comes and goes

Most days I try my best to put on a brave face
But inside my bones are cold and my heart breaks
But all the while something is keeping me safe and alive

But so many people are looking to me to be strong and to fight
But I'm just surviving
I may be weak but I'm never defeated and I'll keep believing
In clouds with that sweet silver lining

The Leap

2010-09-16T00:41:00.002+08:00

I must've hit the backspace button a gazillion times. It's been 5 months since I wrote anything on here, I know, but I'm a writer by profession, for Pete's sake. I should be vomiting the words with ease!

It's always been easier for me to write fiction. I don't think writing about reality is "hard," but I guess I can't fuck up non-reality; make it all up as I go, go back and change any part any time and any way I like. I make up an island or a heroine or a 50-lb-lighter version of myself in my stories and I usually end up with a fairly happy ending somehow. But life as it is, well, you just gotta say it as it is. Live it as it is. You know?

I'm getting married in exactly 1 month. I'm thrilled, I'm bloated, I'm doing 100 things at a time, I'm planning to be spontaneous, I registered for stuff I don't even need/like, and I'm scared shitless.

Yeah, I'll admit it, I'm pretty darned scared. Not of certain freedoms unmarried individuals normally enjoy. Not of aprons, spatulas, or other complicated household appliances. Certainly not of being tied down permanently; being faithful and devoted to just one man for the rest of my life. Those are the easy parts.

Keeping the fire alive. Getting pregnant. Motherhood. Balancing all these new roles with or without help. More than anything, I think I'm scared of the possibility that I can still feel lonely even with that ring on my finger. I'm not being pessimistic. I just want to make sure I cover all the bases.

We've had our pre-wedding seminars, sat down with some of our soon-to-be Godparents, each with their own 2 cents, and their takes on marriage are very interesting indeed. I won't enumerate them all, but I will say this...it's a giant leap. Neither of us won't know for sure how deep the ravines go, how long we can stay airborne, or how far it is to the other side, but for as long as we don't let go of the other, then there's nothing to fear.

http://www.theknot.com/ourwedding/AngeloObias&FritzDorado

On Tapas, Orgasms, and Weird Science

2010-04-04T19:49:00.003+08:00

LunaNina says ... and I think ... ?

Philanthropy :: "If you want to lift yourself up, lift up someone else." ~ Booker T. Washington
Said :: Past tense.
Blanks :: What I'm drawing now.
Tapas :: Sure could use some right about now.
Orgasm :: Woah.
Movement :: Not still.
Detention :: The delinquent student that I was back then? Never had to go through detention. Not once. :)
Restaurant :: Aubergine at The Fort. Angelo and I just love the food there.
Weird :: ...Science.
Sniffle :: I always get it in the morning. Allergic rhinitis, what can you do.

Wordless: Manila Sky

2010-03-31T12:57:00.005+08:00

A picture I took of the Ortigas skyline as Angelo and I were driving through the stretch of C-5.

Coming or Going

2010-03-30T21:46:00.002+08:00

'Open - Closed'

My fiance flashing me a peace sign from behind, err, in between elevator doors.

Good Mood Tunes: Whatcha Say (Acoustic)

2010-03-20T00:48:00.001+08:00

I used to think this dude butchered Imogen Heap's "Hide and Seek," but I must say, I'm digging the vocal gymnastics on this one. Whatcha Say? Exactly.

Happy 100th Musicology post, Void! This one's for you...

Wordless: One Ring To Rule Them All

2010-02-10T07:44:00.002+08:00

Where I'm From, Everyone's a Hero: A Tale of Two Storms

2009-10-15T22:02:00.003+08:00

After being hit by two terrible storms, one after the other, parts of the Philippine archipelago have been left submerged in murky flood water...and much sorrow for lives lost, homes destroyed, livelihoods crippled. But, as in any tragedy or calamity, the Filipino spirit remains resilient and unwavering.

This leaves all of us to ask: "Why did this happen?"

There have been many theories, overly complicated analyzations. But the bottom line is that Mother Earth has reached its boiling point and all of these are simply the results of our actions (or inactions). Not just by Filipinos but by the citizens of the world.

It's not too late. Sure, we've got our work cut out for us. But for as long as there are clear skies, air to breathe, water to drink, lives to protect, we should never abandon our cause. Save what needs saving, and save the world. Recycle, reuse, reinforce green policies, and remember that other people rely on this finite Earth, too.

STOP CLIMATE CHANGE.
OPEN YOUR EYES.
AFFECT OTHERS.
MOVE.
NOW.

Many relief operations and donations from within the country and abroad have helped our ailing brothers and sisters, and for this we are very grateful as a nation. But the nightmare is still far from over for most. Many have completely lost their homes and are still taking refuge from evacuation centers, relying on relief assistance for food and water.

If you wish to provide ANY kind of assistance, go to the Google Help Typhoon Victims in the Philippines page.

To read other Blog Action Day posts, go to BlogActionDay.Org

The Age Of Stupid: How More Stupid Can We Get?

2009-10-08T10:09:00.005+08:00

Also featuring Moby, Radiohead's Thom Yorke, Gillian Anderson, Kofi Annan, Mary Robinson, Heather Graham, and many others.

Wordless: Uhuh, I'll Take 'Ya

2009-10-07T22:36:00.001+08:00

Mabuhay ka, Apl.de.ap!

Time for a Cool Change

2009-10-03T15:37:00.002+08:00

10 On Tuesday: Things I Think Are Cool

2009-09-15T17:40:00.007+08:00

I'm very easy to please, so you could imagine how challenging it was for me to narrow down the coolest things in the world to only TEN. Phew. OK, here they are...

1. 24-Hour Food Deliveries. If it's late, it's free!

2. Soap and Dental Floss. You should try them out some time! :)

3. Books. I have nothing against eBooks and audiobooks; I've read/listened to a few. But call me old fashioned; I'd much rather read a book I can actually hold. You know, turning the pages, bookmarking, and all that jazz.

4. Live Concerts. Concert DVDs are alright, but nothing beats live.

5. Frankenstein. Not the monster, but my long pillow (and oldest bed buddy). I call it Franky for short. Angelo has always wanted me to get rid of it. I say to him, "Not yet, Baby. Not yet." lol

6. Anything and Everything Touch-Screen. Swish and slide!

7. The Beach.

8. TV/Computer/Movie Theater/Radio/iPod/Cellphones. Any and all portals of media and communication really.

9. Couch Surfing. Would love to do this someday.

10. Airconditioning. In its most literal sense. If you live in these parts, you'd think it was very cool, too.

On Podcasts, Magic Spells, And Barcelona

2009-08-16T21:46:00.003+08:00

LunaNina says ... and I think ... ?

Delayed :: ...reaction.
Irresponsible :: Reckless.
Stupendous :: Could pass off as a spell by Harry Potter or one of his friends.
Barcelona :: Would love to go there someday.
Solution :: My favorite part of the problem.
Simplify :: ...your life. This afternoon, Angelo and I were like, "if you don't need it, don't buy/keep it."
Crumble :: Cookie!
Podcast :: I used to subscribe to some, but I never find the time to listen to them anymore.
Conversation :: Communication.
Homepage :: http://frenchkys.blogspot.com

Saturday 9: The Longest Time

2009-08-15T13:49:00.003+08:00

1. What's the longest time that you've waited to meet your date? Oh wow. Hmmm. I've always been the punctual type; I'm either early or on the dot. So let's just say I've had my decent share of "waiting" moments. Never a good feeling, waiting. But what do you do.

2. What's the longest time that you've waited for a job interview? It was in 2007. I had applied for a PR job and I got there on time (surprise). The interviewer wasn't around, but the receptionist assured me she was on her way. Ended up waiting for over 2 hours.

3. What's the longest time that you've waited to have sex the first time with someone? My lips are sealed on this one. ;)

4. What's the longest time that you've not gone out on the town? Two weeks maybe. There's always something going on, which is good, and I'm REALLY thankful for that.

5. What's the longest time that you've worked without a break. Never for too long. lol I ALWAYS take my breaks, are you kidding? It's the LAW! LOL

6. What's the longest time that you've not posted on your blog? There've been gaps in my blog, I don't deny it. I mean, the proof's right there on the archive widget. I only blogged once in April. I just got back from the States and I was busy reconnecting with friends and family.

7. What's the longest time that you've been on the computer? It was probably back in late 90's or early 00's, and I would chat with an old friend for hours on end. Camping out in front of the PC was like a regular thing, only getting up to go to the bathroom or to get snackage. I'd say right now, too, because my job involves exactly THIS. I sleep with my laptop most nights, how's that.

8. What's the longest time that you've waited for a friend? Uh, Giselle, care to expound on this? Hahaha Or you can pass the mic to Cynthia, too. lol I love you girls.

9. What's the longest time that you've gone without food? I should probably say NEVER lol but I remember deliberately starving myself back in high school, you know, one of those teenage angsty dark moments. I ended up pigging out at a buffet later that week.

Wordless: For Corazon

2009-08-05T11:53:00.005+08:00

This is my favorite Gospel song. I dedicate it to a woman who I've never met...but love nonetheless. Rest in peace, Tita Cory Aquino. Give my Gramps and Grandma a big hug for me...

"Ipagpapatuloy ko." ~ Corazon Aquino

After death, there is REBIRTH. Sometimes it DOES take a great loss to realize an even greater purpose. It may dwindle, but it will never die. Never again.

Beautifully Imperfect

2009-07-30T11:33:00.004+08:00

What can I say. Family + Friends + Better Halves + Love + Comedy + Tragedy + Life + Death...

This is imperfection at its finest.

This goes out to my crazy family, even crazier friends, and Angelo (I will miss your snores the most).

Thank you ALL for being so beautifully imperfect...

Wordless: The Half Blood Prince on Imax 3D

2009-07-22T18:41:00.004+08:00

10 On Tuesday: Favorite Places To Eat

2009-07-21T21:35:00.000+08:00

Oh, wow, I'm excited and I haven't even begun. OK, here we go. In no particular order...

1. The Streets of Bangkok (Thailand). Delish hawker food, spicy sauces, available 24 hours a day. I miss it. Badly.

2. Tong Yang (Philippines). Sizzling hot pot, a spread of awesome raw food, cooked crab and dumplings, their heavenly Tong Yang sauce (oh, man), and unlimited ice cream.

3. Saisaki / Dad's (Philippines). The best buffet in town.

4. Buffalo's Wings N' Things (Philippines). Friday nights, wings, beer, and good company. Great way to kick off the weekend.

5. Burgoo (Philippines). Love, love, LOVE their combo fajitas.

6. IHOP (USA). Chicken Florentine and comfort breakfast food served ALL day.

7. Lucille's BBQ (USA). Meatlovers paradise.

8. Hong Kong Express (USA). This quaint little Chinese take-out place on the corner of Carson and Western in Cali. I ate their food for DAYS!

9. Cocoy's (Q.C., Philippines). Pares, anyone?

10. Dampa (Manila, Philippines). You buy your food at the market you pick out a restaurant, they cook it for you, then you eat with your hands. Chili crab, buttered and/or tempura shrimps, fresh oysters, baked scallops...keep the rice and soda coming...ahhhh. Heaven!

Love and Other Impossible Pursuits...

2009-07-17T12:30:00.000+08:00

1. Take-out and food deliveries make a quick and easy dinner.

2. Love and Other Impossible Pursuits by Ayelet Waldman is the book I'm reading right now.

3. July brings back memories of of when my Gramps died. It'll be 2 years on Monday...

4. Angelo falling for me the second he saw me was obvious. ;)

5. They say if you tell your dreams to someone, you unknowingly share your juju.

6. It's good to think it over.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to doing something with the girl/s, tomorrow my plans include watching Harry Potter again (among other things), with my baby this time, at the Imax, in 3D and Sunday, I want to visit my Gramps' grave, have a picnic, and reminisce with my loved ones!

Wordless: My New Do '09

2009-07-15T00:08:00.001+08:00

10 On Tuesday: Fave 80's Tunes

2009-07-14T01:16:00.001+08:00

1. Billie Jean by MJ. Of course.

2. With or Without You by U2.

3. Sweet Child O' Mine by Guns N Roses.

4. In Your Eyes by Peter Gabriel.

5. I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For by U2.

6. The One I Love by R.E.M.

7. Tempted by Squeeze.

8. Thriller by MJ.

9. Don't Stop Believing by Journey.

10. Pride (In The Name of Love) by U2.

Saturday 9: Wedding Bell Blues

2009-07-11T17:59:00.005+08:00

Found this very interesting. Thanks, Thom! :)

1. If you have been or are married, tell us about your wedding. If you are not, tell us how would you want it to be. Angelo asked me earlier tonight what I thought about getting married at this little chapel near their house followed by the reception at the basketball court next to it. I laughed. Then, I told him, I really didn't care WHERE we have it.

2. What age would you encourage your children to get married? I don't really think there's a "right" age. For as long as they get their degree and both parties are truly convinced that they are physically, financially, emotionally, and psychologically ready, then they have my blessing.

3. Who got married at the last wedding that you attended? Angelo's sister and Armand. We were secondary sponsors.

4. Do you enjoy weddings and receptions? I do, yes. It's always great to be a part of such a happy day in the lives of the people dear to me.

5. Have you cried at a wedding? I believe so.

6. Would you prefer a lavish event or a intimate ceremony? Not lavish, but tasteful. And yes, intimate. Definitely intimate.

7. Have you ever been in some one’s wedding party? If yes, do tell. Ever since I could remember! I've had my share of the wedding entourage spotlight. Been the flower girl several times. Got my first bridesmaid gig when I was FOURTEEN. Since then, I can't remember how many times I've been a bridesmaid. I was maid of honor TWICE so far. So you can imagine how many dresses I've acquired the last 15 years. Katherine Heigl's got nothing on me.

8. Does a wedding make you happy and sentimental or grouchy and skeptic? Happy and sentimental.

9. Why do you think our divorce rate is so high? In our country, we don't have divorce. But the reason why I think the divorce rate is high elsewhere is simply because divorce IS an option.

When It Rains...

2009-07-10T15:31:00.000+08:00

1. The last thing I ate was menudo and rice.

2. A headband is something I recently bought.

3. When it rains, it freakin' POURS.

4. Our housekeeper was the first person I talked to today.

5. Hugs are therapeutic.

6. My pillow Frankie (short for Frankenstein) provides extra comfort.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to beer and wings with friends, tomorrow my plans include chilling with my boyfriend, and Sunday, I want to learn how to do my own taxes!

Good Mood Tunes: I Gotta Feeling

2009-07-10T04:10:00.000+08:00

Music that just make me want to drop everything and dance/sing out loud...yes, even in public.

We Are Martians

2009-07-09T01:15:00.000+08:00

"Right now, you and me here, put together entirely of atoms, sitting on this round rock with a core of liquid iron, held down by this force that seems to trouble you, called gravity, all the while spinning around the sun at 67,000 miles an hour and whizzing through the Milky Way at 600,000 miles an hour in a universe that very well may be chasing its own tail at the speed of light; And admist all this frantic activity, fully cognizant of our own eminent demise - which is our own pretty way of saying we all know we're gonna die - We reach out to one another. Sometimes for the sake of entity, sometimes for reasons you're not old enough to understand yet, but a lot of the time we just reach out and expect nothing in return." ~ David Gordon, Martian Child (2007)

Wordless: "Sisters"

2009-07-08T02:42:00.000+08:00

Me & Wan @ Buffalo's (yes, we ate/drank ALL that)

San Miguel Premium & Ms. Stella

10 On Tuesday: Things That Turn Me Off About People

2009-07-07T00:03:00.003+08:00

1. People who are full of themselves.

2. People who only befriend you for your money.

3. People who aren't grateful.

4. People who step on/say stuff against other people just to get ahead.

5. People who don't respect other people's personal space.

6. People who take and take (give a little, why don't you).

7. People who are full of [false] pride.

8. People who act all high-and-mighty...what turns me off more is when they order other people around without saying "please" or "thank you."

9. People who break their promises. Over and over again. With no remorse whatsoever.

10. A tie between people who cheat on their partners and HOMEWRECKERS. Those are the worst kind of scum.

One FLU Over the Cuckoo's Nest

2009-07-05T14:10:00.001+08:00

Went to the hospital on Thursday to get Obie checked. People have been saying, "NOT TO PANIC -- if you have flu-like symptoms, you probably just have the flu." It's just that, with all this H1N1 craziness, it's better to be safe than sorry, right?

A preview of the ER lobby at The Medical City. A sea of people in face masks...not exactly the most calming sight in the world.

The sight of blood. Nothing I can't handle.

Chillaxing with a pack of...NSS (intravenous NaCl).

Meet Frizzy - caregiver slash driver slash documentarian.

Went back yesterday to The Medical City for a follow-up. Turns out it was the seasonal flu. SO happy to hear it wasn't anything serious. He's still on a few meds for the next 5 days, but all in all, I think he's gonna be fine (thank God). :)

Have You Ever Read the Back of a Fake DVD?

2009-07-04T02:10:00.003+08:00

A copywriter's nightmare... funny as hell, but painful nonetheless. "Huang Huang"...what does that even mean?!? Anyone speak Chinese? LOL PLEASE, read on...

House, a vulgar language, the character of the cynical doctors, a never believe anyone in particular, the patient's own doctor, it is a solution to numerous diseases doctor, "House" is a new medical drama.

George House (Hugh Laurie) has no concern for the patients bedside accompanied by the consciousness, but always leaning a crutch to Huang Huang, as if this will mean he brutal show. In fact, despite the acts of Guaizhang House, he is a perfect intuitive diagnosis were excellent. As a medical expert, the house still good at capturing the medical problems in the gate of hell to save patients.

Over the past four seasons, guiding the House by a young elite team of experts to help him solve the diseases. His good friend, oncology expert James Wilson (Robert Sean Leonard) for his loyalty. At the same time, medical director of the Department, the hospital's head of the Treasury Di Lisa (Lisa Edestein) between the House and the sincerity of Health dark. Although the house is often good to be true because of their responsibilities and act in conflict with her, even then, she has to admit that the house smart enough to offset the trouble he caused.

Wasn't that fun? LOL

Happy 4th of July, everyone!

It's Late, but...

2009-07-03T23:46:00.003+08:00

1. When I heard Angelo wasn't feeling well, I immediately went to his house to take care of him .

2. TLC is the best medicine.

3. It's late, but I thought I'd do today's fill-ins anyway.

4. Forgive always.

5. My eyes have seen many, but not enough.

6. Believe strongly.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to finishing up this week's assignments for work, tomorrow my plans include 3 birthday parties and a side-trip to the hospital for Angelo's follow-up with the doctor, and Sunday, I want to take my baby somewhere nice...hopefully by then he's feeling much better!

Moody Dating Machine...Any Takers? LOL

2009-07-02T04:45:00.000+08:00

I took this online personality test, as suggested by a friend. The grammatical errors are making me twitch haha but all in all it still makes sense. Here are my results:

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Healed The World

2009-06-28T18:45:00.002+08:00

Michael Jackson, despite controversies surrounding his evolving physical appearance and so-called "extra friendliness" toward young boys, is and always will be an unwavering force in the music industry. He will be remembered by fans and musical contemporaries as someone who had changed the face of pop culture forever (rightfully so).

I may not be a hardcore Jacko fan, but I did appreciate his genius. He was a musical alchemist; every song and melody stuck even when we made no conscious effort to like him or his work.

Now that this...legend has passed on, we are left with all sorts of memories of him -- the good, the bad, and the ugly. The last two will always be there, that's the undeniable truth. But, if we recognize how brilliant and kind and loving he was as an artist and as a human being, the rest shouldn't really matter anymore.

Have a look at these inmates from the province of Cebu in the Philippines -- convicted felons who, at least at one point in their lives made such grave mistakes against country and God, are now making-over their broken spirits with such powerful, life-altering avenues as music and dance. Their tribute to Michael Jackson is just outstanding. And for a few minutes, you forget why they're all there in the first place. CNN was there and here's the full story.

Remember The Time: Michael Jackson 1958-2009

2009-06-26T07:06:00.004+08:00

School Boo-Cool

2009-06-25T01:16:00.000+08:00

"If you lose your keys, don't fuss. If you lose your face, don't wince."

Uh, what's THAT supposed to mean exactly?!?

That was actually a sentence taken from a text book being used in public schools around the country. The same text book that contains about 600 other grammatical errors; that makes an average of 3 errors per page. Now, you think that's disturbing? Picture this: 60 or 70 students cramped in 1 classroom, SHARING said book, no doubt, because there just aren't enough (thank God). How can these kids be expected to learn in that kind of environment? How can these kids be expected to learn. Question mark.

It's not the same in ALL public schools, but still. It's atrocious. What puzzles me is that politicians would rather tackle the issue of a sensationalized sex video scandal than a graver, more pressing problem such as this one.

And we wonder why the nation is in deep sh*t all the time.

Wordless: I'll Be Larry, You'll Be Balki

2009-06-24T23:54:00.001+08:00

10 On Tuesday: Do Re ME

2009-06-23T05:18:00.004+08:00

This week's topic is the 10 best sports plays ever. I'm all for sports; I have a few plays in mind right now. But, I thought I'd revisit the topic from two weeks ago -- 10 favorite things to do during "me" time -- only because I wasn't able to do it then. That, and I'm feeling a little deviant today. So, here they are...

1. Shopping. First thing that came to mind. First thing I always do during "me" time.

2. Watch DVDs. From old time favorite TV series to movie classics (and when I say classic, I usually mean those that came out in the 80's and 90's). Makes you feel old, doesn't it.

3. Visit to the salon. Have my hair trimmed/cut, get my nails done, maybe even a foot spa if I have the time.

4. More shopping. Grocery shopping included. That's always fun.

5. Blogging. Of course. This has been "me" time ever since I started.

6. Having food delivered. Home-cooked meals are awesome, especially when we have someone to cook for us always. But sometimes it's nice to just sit in front of the TV, make a few calls to your favorite fast food delivery place, and just wait 30-45 minutes until the food comes.

7. Play the guitar. Both Hero and the real thing.

8. Write songs, poems, short stories.

9. Sleep.

10. Run and/or walk. Maybe it's because I like running at my own pace, not having to keep up with or wait around for anybody. I enjoy running with friends, too, sure. But most of the time I like it when I'm left with my thoughts or just listening to my music full-blast whilst I run.

Show Me A Good Loser...

2009-06-19T11:10:00.001+08:00

1. All children alarm their parents, if only because you are forever expecting them to be capable of creating the same havoc as you when you were their age.

2. Show me a good loser and I will show you a modest winner.

3. Downing an entire bottle of alcohol and a glass of cocoa as chaser is like eating an entire box of chocolate liqueurs at one time.

4. Too bad that all the people who know how to run the country are busy doing stuff that have absolutely nothing to do with the betterment of the nation and those who don't know how to think they do.

5. I have yet to hear a man ask for advice on how to combine egg whites and and sugar to create meringue.

6. It is impossible to think of any good meal, no matter how plain or elegant, without butter or garlic in it.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to a good run, tomorrow my plans include a quick stop at the hospital for my Godson's check-up and a night of getting wasted with Angelo and my friends, and Sunday, I want to kick back and relax!

Shoo, Swine, Don't Bother Me

2009-06-18T02:14:00.000+08:00

So, what about that AH1N1 virus, eh? There were like 64 more cases in the country reported yesterday alone, and the numbers just keep on climbing. I haven't watched the local news this much before, I must say.

Sure, other similar conditions, like Dengue fever, are said to be more fatal. Angelo and I had a pretty deep discussion about this last night. It's all just very...disruptive. Before I was even aware of the virus, I washed my hands every chance I got, carried antibacterial gel and spouted them constantly into my hands, and pushed doors with my elbows. I mean, how do I beat that?!

Maybe, I don't have to. None of us do. You become too careful and you find yourself locked up in your house with pasty skin and an empty fridge. Just be vigilant, I guess. Observe. Infer. Like a good 3rd-grade scientist would. You feel sick, you go to the doctor, not much to it.

Oh, and spit-swap with no one else but your better-half. In other words, don't be a pig. Easy, no?

The Great Fall Of China...town

2009-06-17T02:25:00.000+08:00

This was where my mom tripped/fell over, hard, in the middle of Chinatown in NYC. One of the cops who responded to the 911 call almost tripped himself! What the!@#$%

Some TLC from the FDNY.

Thanks, boys! (behave, Mother!!! lol)

10 On Tuesday: Things I'd Bring On A Deserted Island

2009-06-16T02:16:00.000+08:00

This week's 10 has always come up in past conversations, most of them uttered with drunken abandon. So, I guess they don't count. Now, without further ado, my sober self brings you the official list of things I'd take with me to a deserted island (and let's all pretend I took a big ass boat to this piece of land, alright? Alllrighty then).

1. Guitar. I was going to say "iPod," but come on. Where would I charge it? I could put "portable generator" under #2, "gallons of gasoline" under #3, and "socket" under #4 while I'm at it, but that would be downright cheating. So, yeah, my guitar would have to do.

2. Something to write with/on. I'd hate to make paper from scratch (pardon the pun) and use my own blood ala Wilson's face as ink. A few good boxes of pencils and reams of paper ought to be enough.

3. Cutlery. For gutting and cooking purposes. Oh, and to sharpen my pencils, of course. I'd put "pencil sharpener" under #4, but that would be such a waste.

4. Matches. Quite a lot of those, I think. Yep, definitely a lot.

5. Framed pictures. To make my little hut a bit more homey.

6. Bagful of clothes. All sorts for different kinds of weather. And all adjustable, so when I lose weight they'd still fit me.

7. Feminine products. Surf the crimson wave like we girls are supposed to -- with superior leakage control.

8. Frankenstein. Not the monster, but my pillow Franky. It's traveled the world with me. Why not to this island?!

9. Sunblock. Gallons of gasoline would be ludicrous. Gallons upon gallons of sunblock is just plain smart.

10. Mobile phone with extra batteries and signal boosters. You know, for when I get tired of the castaway life and feel like rejoining the rest of society. "Uh, hello, Mr. Coast Guard, sir? Could you swing by for me later? Thanks."

Planning My Work, Working My Plan

2009-06-15T22:34:00.001+08:00

"Seize the opportunity to take hold of the things that you want most of all. Ask yourself this question: What do I want people to say about me at my funeral? Get yourself back on track on the road to a fulfilled life by taking direct steps towards your desires."

That's what my horoscope for tomorrow says (yeah, I read it once in a while). Makes one think, doesn't it. I've had thoughts about what I should do with my life, what's left of it more like it. We all have, I'm sure. This bit just makes me want to ponder on it more, and I believe that's always a good thing.

What DO I want people to say about me at my funeral. More than anything, I'd like to be remembered as someone who loved much, regardless. Add "cool and caring mother, devoted and fervid wife, fun and empathic friend, dutiful daughter, inspiring bigger sister, kind, thoughtful, generous, selfless, free-spirited yet steadfast and persevering, compassionate human being." These and more good things, I hope.

I'd like to think my makeover has already begun. I even made a list of my areas for improvement; acknowledging the things I can change or improve on was the first step. I had a really ugly streak of depression not too long ago. It was an even bigger eye-opener for me. I realized that it isn't over until it is, and with every breath there is a glimmer of hope. With the help of family and friends, I dusted myself off and picked myself up. No, I haven't done anything remotely monumental. Not yet, at least. Baby steps. Sure-fire, almost full-proof baby steps (I only say "almost" because no one ever really knows for certain what's going to happen). I've got time. With God's Grace, it'll all work out.

10 On Tuesday: Favorite Cities

2009-05-19T01:27:00.000+08:00

1. Manila.

2. New York.

3. Bangkok.

4. San Francisco.

5. Las Vegas.

6. Puerto Princesa.

7. Dublin.

8. Mystic, CT.

9. Hong Kong.

10. Montreal. I've never really been. But I've heard so much about it, I might as well have. I mean, that could've been me in the picture.

On Cages, Addictions, And Grocery Stores

2009-05-17T18:25:00.000+08:00

LunaNina says ... and I think ... ?

Vex :: Do not disturb.
Relapse :: Addiction.
Twinkle :: Starlight.
Crawls :: Babies - cute. Snails and reptiles - not so much.
Optimistic moment :: Job interview #1,092,335.
Cage :: Limiting.
Superwoman :: My aunt May.
Personal :: Private.
Vapor :: Evaporation.
Grocery store :: Great hangout.

10 On Tuesday: Places To Shop

2009-05-12T00:14:00.000+08:00

We're talking apparel here, guys, nothing else. I would have a totally different 10 if we were talking like food or something else. OK, on with the show...

1. Kohl's. Up to 80% off on clearance items LESS my aunt's 15-30% employee's discount LESS the day's additional discount of up to $10 for every $50 spent...just thinking about it gives me goosebumps all over. They carry a bunch of good brands -- Simply Vera by Vera Wang, Gloria Vanderbilt, Sonoma, Elle, Daisy Fuentes, Apt. 9, Chaps. Ahh, retail...my personal brand of heroin.

2. 168 Mall, Divi Mall, and Tutuban Center @ Divisoria. Not everyone will agree with me on this. Not everyone CAN brave the streets and alley ways of Divisoria to find the best retail, wholesale, and overrun deals. It can be a little intimidating; what, with the traffic, the crazy commuters, the not-so-clean streets. But, all that's WORTH IT.

3. Susie's Deals. Every item for $5.99 [plus tax] or LESS! Crazy, no? I think I've been to ALL of the Susie's Deals stores; except the one in Utah. It sort of turned into a mission, actually. AND, I got to meet Susie herself at their factory outlet in Fontana, CA. Got some great deals and extra discounts for the remainder of my US trip. Susie's rocks my socks off.

4. Dorothy Perkins/Topshop. I loooooove their stuff because A) they fit, B) I can wear them to work or out about town or to the next door neighbor's and not look overdressed but still fashionable, and C) they fit. God bless The Queen!

5. Lalai Sap. My absolute favorite piece of shopping heaven in Bangkok. Sure, I also love Suan Lum, the Pat Pong night market strip, Siam Paragon, and the Pratunam market...oooh, Pratunam. But, Lalai Sap will always have a special place in my heart.

6. eBay. Nothing better than buying WHILE selling. You don't feel as cleaned out. lol

7. Greenhills Shopping Center. If I can't get my Divisoria fix, Greenhills is the next best thing. Also a great place to bring friends and family who are visiting from abroad. They'll surely get their $'s worth...and more!

8. Surplus Shop. Where cheap overruns and fabulous treasures await.

9. Landmark Department Stores. They've got really good affordable finds. With some patience and serious shopper's skills, you can bag a complete ensemble with just minimal wallet damage.

10. SM Supermalls Department Stores. Truly, they've got it all. The one that's like 5 minutes away from where I live? It's one of my most favorite places on Earth. SM North EDSA also happens to be the 10th biggest mall in the world, according to Forbes (based on gross leasable area). I read somewhere it's the 6th biggest mall in terms of land area. Not to mention, 2 other SM Supermalls located in Metro Manila are included in the top 10 for both lists. Just its vastness speaks for itself. I've been going to that mall since I was like 5 or 6 years old. No wonder it's been imprinted in my DNA.

Pine Country

2009-05-04T07:26:00.003+08:00

OK, we are so not pine country. If anything, I'd say we're coconutville. But, once in a while, we do drive up to the mountains and attempt to simulate the cold of the west. We wear jackets in the presence of the slightest cool breeze. We're pathetic, I know. But we got the beaches, man. Can't really complain.

Here's my brother mocking me (and the rest of the world) during a trip to Tagaytay last weekend...

Oh, oh...a quick shout out to MANNY "PACMAN" PACQUIAO for wowing us this past weekend. You the man, Man! I'll write more about you later. ;)

Dashboard Confessions

2009-04-18T04:05:00.000+08:00

So, this is how it feels like to write.

It's been a month since I wrote anything on here. I'm sorry I cut your supply of drama for a while there, Void. I tend to do that, don't I. You should be so used to it by now. Aren't we just the saddest couple.

OK, let's get crackin'. Check this out.

"LOVE, LOVE, LOVE. I love myself. I love my family and my friends. I love my job, I love my earthly possessions, and I love what my senses tell me that I love. I would love a future with Angelo; get married, move into our own house, have kids, watch them have kids...the whole shebang. I love life too much to leave it all behind. I am so ready to get a crack at a long, healthy life ahead. What better time to start than right now..." ~ FASD, 13 May 2007

I said that almost 2 years ago. But after all this time, I still feel the same thing (except the part about my job...what's there to love?!) I don't know. Maybe I'm realizing all this on a full stomach. What will happen when my cravings for salt and simple sugars set in?

On Jokes, Room Service, And Ostriches

2009-03-22T16:02:00.004+08:00

LunaNina says ... and you think ... ?

Studio :: ...54.
Meet-up :: Date.
Ostrich :: Head in the sand.
Jokes :: ...are half-meant.
Estranged :: ...spouse.
Random :: In no particular order.
Slap :: Face.
Hotel room :: Room service.
Inscribe :: "please don't stop the music. yours always & always, Frizzy" ~ inscribed in Angelo's iPod
Polar :: Bi-...

Garage Sale '09

2009-03-21T21:49:00.001+08:00

It's that time of the year again...

How Was I To Know...

2009-03-20T09:45:00.003+08:00

1. Why do we have to work?!?

2. Eating healthier and Facebook-ing are now habits.

3. I have a hangover.

4. I had never heard the phrase "God is good, but never dance in a small boat" and it makes sense.

5. Love the way I always do.

6. How was I to know ...knowledge can be tricky.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to going out again, tomorrow my plans include an afternoon with my mom's friends and Sunday, I want to finish getting my garage sale stuff together!

Firelight

2009-03-19T04:12:00.000+08:00

*tagged in Facebook

ONE BAND, ONE ANSWER!
Using SONG TITLES from ONLY ONE artist/band, cleverly answer these questions:

First, Pick a band/artist: SNOW PATROL

1. Describe yourself: TINY LITTLE FRACTURES

2. You love to: RUN

3. How do you feel about yourself: IF THERE'S A ROCKET TIE ME TO IT

4. Describe your EX boyfriend/girlfriend: DISASTER BUTTON

5. Describe your current boy/girl situation: WOW

6. Biggest fear: CHASED BY I DON'T KNOW WHAT

7. Describe your current location: ABSOLUTE GRAVITY

8. Describe where you want to be: OLIVE GROVE FACING THE SEA

9. Your best friend is: CHASING CARS

10. Your favorite color is: CHOCOLATE

11. You know that: SOMEWHERE A CLOCK IS TICKING

12. What’s the weather like: CRACK THE SHUTTERS

13. If your life was a television show what would it be called? VELOCITY GIRL

14. What is life to you: WHEN IT'S ALL OVER WE STILL HAVE TO CLEAR UP

15. What is the best advice you have to give: GET BALSAMIC VINEGAR (QUICK YOU FOOL)

16. If you could change your name what would you change it to: STARFIGHTER PILOT

17. You will repost this as: FIRELIGHT

Wordless: 29th Birthmonth

2009-03-18T00:46:00.001+08:00

10 On Tuesday: Songs I Hate

2009-03-17T00:36:00.001+08:00

This is probably just as difficult as coming up with 10 songs I absolutely love. I'm bound to leave something out, but here I go anyway. The 10 songs I hate with a passion...

1. "Tubthumper" by Chumbawumba.

2. "Macarena" by Lou Bega. The dance steps are equally annoying.

3. "Barbie Girl" by Aqua. Why? WHY??!?

4. "What's Up" by 4 Non-Blondes.

5. Ace Of Base songs.

6. "Pretty Boy" by M2M.

7. "Achy Braky Heart" by Billy Ray Cyrus.

8. "Obladi Oblada" by The Beatles. I love them to pieces, but I just don't like this song.

9. "Mmmm Mmm Mmmm" by Crash Test Dummies.

10. "She Bangs" by Ricky Martin. And later on revived by William Hung. Why he picked that song, no one will ever understand. Why he even decided to start singing, another mystery.

On Sunburns, Fish Prisons, and Hot Pockets

2009-03-15T14:24:00.006+08:00

LunaNina says ... and I think ... ?

Sunburn :: Ever heard of sunblock?
Aquarium :: Fish prison.
Otter :: You..you..you..otter know! lol
Awesome :: One of my favorite words.
LOL :: lol I just did that!
Accordion :: Never even dreamed of learning to play it.
Hot Pocket :: Not really a big fan.
Grandstand :: Concerts.
Shaved :: Clean cut.
Upgrade :: Improvement.

First Time For Everything

2009-03-14T16:31:00.003+08:00

~One Word To Start A Sentence Or Statement~

1. First love.

2. Time And Relative Dimensions In Space.

3. For God and country.

4. "Everything that can be counted does not necessarily count; everything that counts cannot necessarily be counted." ~ Einstein

Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap

2009-03-13T18:32:00.004+08:00

1. When I look to the left, I see my red door.

2. The living room adjacent to the terrace is the room that has the best view in my home.

3. Let it work, dang it!

4. Dirty deeds done dirt cheap!

5. Accountability is a responsibility that all qualified citizens must share.

6. If you have any money to spare feel free to share.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to not cleaning, tomorrow my plans include binging on cranberry juice, making posters for the garage sale, drop by our church for the monthly Lectors' meeting, and "Talladega Night" with Angelo, and Sunday, I want to hear mass, finish up cleaning, and feel no more pain!

Beautiful Chaos

2009-03-12T17:01:00.002+08:00

I was ecstatic when my boxes arrived on Tuesday. But after going through the beautiful junk I've accumulated for 6 months in the States, I knew it was going to be a lot of work fitting all of it in my boudoir. Here's a glimpse into my shopper's remorse nightmare...and this is just one side of the room...ayayayay....

Who am I kidding; I so do not regret buying any of it. I'm just lazy, is all. Don't fret, I have a plan though. I'll have everything in order very soon. I hope.

Wordless: Webbed Out

2009-03-11T00:18:00.000+08:00

A welcome-home practical joke c/o my brother.

10 On Tuesday: Ways I Can Make My Life Better

2009-03-10T19:07:00.003+08:00

1. Eat balanced meals.

2. Exercise.

3. Appreciate what I already have.

4. Covet no more.

5. Don't sweat the small stuff. I always have to remind myself with this one.

6. Keep an open mind.

7. Get rid of the junk. In all aspects.

8. Reincarnate my savings account.

9. Reflect and meditate to make-over my soul.

10. Find a job that I can be great at, learn to love it, do my best at it, and keep at it for as long as possible.

Welcome Home, Fritz Dorado

2009-03-09T18:34:00.000+08:00

I've been back in Manila for a little over a week now. I've had lunch, dinner, coffee, sweets, a swimming party, 5 movie dates, a trip to the emergency room, and then some, with family and friends. Next on the agenda is to find work, clean up around the house (my sh*t is just everywhere!$%), and have a garage sale. Calendar's gonna be full until, oh, I don't know, it's not.

When all is just staying...afloat and everything else is uncertain, there's only one thing I can do...

...laugh with the world. Oh, and "hold on," that, too. :)

It's good to be back.

Pre-Departure Sentiments

2009-02-20T01:45:00.000+08:00

So, I'm leaving L.A. for Manila in 1 week. Has it really been 6 months already?!? Time flies so fast, doesn't it.

All in all, I had an awesome time here in the US of A. Was with my aunt during her chemo sessions and only yesterday we found out her bone marrow's clear of cancer (amen!). Been to 10 States -- 5 on each coast -- and they were all fabulous. Got to spend time with family and friends. Rode on the most insane theme park rides, witnessed snow fall for the very first time, touched real snow for the very first time, had my first thanksgiving, went to the site of the first ever thanksgiving, met Ms. Liberty, walked the mall parking lot where they shot Back To The Future, wept at the sight of the Grand Canyon, witnessed Obama make history...so many good memories. 6 months worth of them.

Big thanks to the Sorianos and Dorados for their hospitality and generosity. To my friends, old and new -- I wish I had more time to spend with you. When I come back, I promise you'll be sick of me. :)

Now, I'm off to Vegas to celebrate my pre-birthday send-off. Cheers! ;)

Wordless: Torrance Sky

2009-02-18T16:01:00.000+08:00

10 On Tuesday: Songs That Describe Me/My Life

2009-02-17T16:21:00.000+08:00

These are my # 2 through 10. Feel free to click on the songs, you might just like them. You'll find my #1 when you scroll further down the page.

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

And the #1 song that describes me best (quite literally, in fact) is...

Sing with me now...

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

And what it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chickenshit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby
And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano

And what it all comes down to, my friends, yeah
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab

What, No Candy?

2009-02-17T05:02:00.000+08:00

I just read somewhere that in Japan, they measure your waistline once you reach the age of 40 to ensure no one is, well, fat. If you go beyond the ideal measurement, you pay a fine. Wow.

In Great Britain, they pay obese people to enroll in weight-loss programs. WOW.

I seriously need to lose weight, get fit, live healthy, all that jazz. A fine or a government-sponsored effort would definitely be good motivation. Sadly, we don't got those back home. You're on your own. Crap.

Oooh, a Twix bar! :-|

On Rockstars, Addictions, And Talking Crabs

2009-02-16T08:20:00.000+08:00

LunaNina says ... and I think ... ?

Be mine :: I'm Yours.
Ecstatic :: About going home. :)
Orderly :: Caregivers.
Sebastian :: Ariel's crab friend.
Sore :: Throat. Yeah, I have it now.
Don’t need :: ...to be anything other than a prison guard's son. ~ Gavin DeGraw
Rockstar :: Energy drink. (so hard to pick just one real rockstar)
Tinfoil :: Grill.
Addiction :: Chocolate.
Where? :: What? Who?

A Serenade

2009-02-12T16:01:00.000+08:00

You breathe out and I breathe in...

I ache...

I miss the sound of your voice

the loudest thing in my head...

Believe...

Hold on...

Everything works in your arms.

Happy 4th, baby.

Always & always...

Stick It To Me, Mommy

2009-02-11T18:57:00.000+08:00

A little game I cooked up for my cousin's baby shower. Sorta like pin-the-tail-on-the-donkey, but with pacifiers and a baby. This photo was taken post-game. Interesting, no?

10 On Tuesday: Good Old Songs Of Yore

2009-02-10T16:18:00.000+08:00

An official 10 on Tuesday list wasn't published for today, so I'm improvising. This one's actually something I missed, thought I'd revive it. I'm sure most, if not all, of the songs on this list are pretty lame. So, be warned. I'm actually chatting with 2 of my friends who I've known for like forever (Wan, Myks -- you are my ambassadors of lame-ass 90's songs). They inspired me to write an entirely different post about how cool (NOT!) early 90's music was and how it, err, molded us to the cool (you better believe it!) people we are now. But that's reserved for another day.

In the meantime, here are my top 10 songs that bring back memories of the first 20 years of my life...

American Pie - Madonna (2000). First song I "recorded." Just a little background on that, I did ghost/cover singing for a good...5 years. What does a cover singer do? Well, I'd lend my voice to an artist with much less, uh, skill. That, and do back-up for less pretentious artists, and also re-record popular songs for karaoke (you know, when you want to sing along with the CD/tape and not just go on your own, you have the option to play the vocals? Yeah, that would be me. Or at least what I did back in the day).

Angel - Sarah McLachlan (1999). If I was a melody...

All My Life - K-Ci & Jojo (1998). Reminds me of college road trips with friends. We'd drive to Mimosa, Subic, Fontana, and wherever else our wheels would take us. Cut class if we had to. From the start of the school year and all through the summer. Booze fest, hysterical laughter, wandering off at night, nightswimming, boyfriends and girlfriends, single belles, instant cup noodles, bogus field trips, sneaking out the car, sneaking out the back to ride in someone else's car. Ahhh...to be young and carefree again...

Your House - Alanis Morissette (1997). It was an inter-collegiate Battle of the Bands, and we lost (in fairness, we were the only ones in high school, and at least one of the bands who played that day are pretty big in the Philippines now, so it was an honor losing to them lol). It was held in the middle of a busy mall and during our set we had like 3 minutes to spare so I went a capella on their asses. I did this song. And for 3 minutes, the entire mall fell quiet. It was a great feeling. After our performance, I went to buy soda at the McDonald's right behind the stage, and everyone was like "were you the one who was singing just now? You totally rocked." Well, no, not in those words exactly. In Filipino, sure. And a little less dramatic. lol It was one of my finest moments yet.

Open Arms - Mariah Carey (1996). One word: prom.

Plush - STP (1993). 7th grade. It was one of those teen, angsty years. Pearl Jam was a big hit, too, but just the first 10 notes of Plush is more than plenty to bring me back to that time in my life. (there are a bunch of other songs that my friends and I came up with, but I'll save them for another post lol)

Papa Don't Preach - Madonna (1989). I was in the 2nd grade and I joined this talent contest in school. I was up against the daughter of a famous local actress. Stressful, right? Anyway, so I lip synced this song WHILST I danced (choreography c/o, who else, my mother). I had a yellow tank top and a pair of green P.E. shorts on. I remember it was spur of the moment, so I had to improvise my, uh, "costume." Anyway, so, I won. And I won all talent contests after that. I skipped the dancing part though. lol

One Moment In Time - Whitney Houston (1988). The official anthem for that year's summer Olympics turned out to be my official talent-showcase anthem as well. I remember my family would ask me to sing in front of everyone, in frilly dresses and bows in my hair, no doubt. And I would, without fear. I wonder how/why I lost that fearlessness.

Bayan Ko - Kuh Ledesma...and every other Filipino who celebrated their liberation from the Marcos regime (1986). On the day before my 6th birthday, then-dictator Ferdinand Marcos and the first family were forced out of Malacanang Palace (our version of the White House). The People-Power Revolution, frontlined by peaceful rallyists -- politicians, celebrities, priests, nuns, and commonfolk alike -- offered prayers, flowers, and food to the military for them to step aside and completely overthrow the tyrannous government they sworn to protect. This song was sung from every corner of the archipelago, echoing the joy of the people for the whole world to hear.

Chiquitita - Abba (1982-85). My grandmother would always play it on the piano. I learned to sing along with her (I was only 2 or 3 when I learned the song, mind you). One of my earliest memories.

Ruffle My Feathers

2009-02-09T16:34:00.000+08:00

Here's something I wouldn't be caught dead wearing. Like ever. Ever. And yes, even if they paid me.

I don't know. It's just a tad bit frilly for my liking. lol Seriously, where, oh, WHERE does one even wear something like that? It doesn't even cut it as sleepwear. You use the pillows, not become them.

I loooove fashion, but I've always considered high fashion to be a little...pointless. They're insanely expensive, uncomfortable, snooty, and certainly unflattering on the average Jane (and/or Joe). I simply don't have a clue what all the fuss is about.

On Snack Packs, Doctor Who, And Rebels

2009-02-09T04:14:00.000+08:00

LunaNina says ... and I think ... ?

Cups :: Snack Packs.
Brilliant :: Doctor Who.
Disobey :: Rebel.
Abstain :: Sacrifice.
Daily :: ...Globe.
You make me :: ...feel like a natural woman.
Hurl :: What I can do when I watch The Hills Have Eyes 1 & 2.
Intensify :: Love.
Fuck! :: A word I have to eliminate from my vocabulary. But can't.
Race :: The Amazing Race. Woohoo!

Brazil! Brazil!

2009-02-07T16:07:00.000+08:00

We were supposed to drive to Long Beach last night for the ultimate lobster buffet (@ Khoury's), but the rain was relentless so we didn't want to take our chances on the slippery freeway. What we did was we called and moved our reservations for the 13th. Instead, we opted for the next best thing -- meat, meat, meat.

Ended up having dinner at this Brazilian buffet place called Samba in Redondo Beach.

The Brazilian beef was just exquisitely done. The scallop salad, among other delectable sides, sure helped purge the strong meat after-taste (I kept tasting and tasting anyway haha). So so good.

The lamb, too, was just delish. And the tritip, and the top sirloin, and the...whole freakin' cow, how's that. Even the staff thought so. Just look at that smile. Yummy, too, no? lol

And after dinner...a little samba by my mama. You go shake what grandma gave you!

Please Don't Tell...

2009-02-06T16:01:00.000+08:00

1. Please don't tell her that I've been meaning to miss her. ~ Jason Mraz

2. Can you dream in the morning?

3. The color blue makes me want to get my feet wet!

4. I have a craving for anything with liquor in it.

5. If my life had a pause button, I'd pause it every time I'm with Obie.

6. Eyes are the windows to Jaundice.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to a lobster buffet at Khoury's, tomorrow my plans include attending/helping out with my cousin JJ's baby shower, and Sunday, I want to stay in bed the whole day!

25 Random Facts About Me

2009-02-05T16:35:00.000+08:00

Was tagged on Facebook. Thought I'd share them on here as well. Here we go...

1. I am addicted to fiction.
2. To me, music is just as important as atmosphere.
3. I sleep with the oldest pillow in existence.
4. I secretly like free stuff. Can't appear too eager, you know how it is.
5. I find the cold comforting.
6. I know in my heart I was Irish in a past life. Ireland rocks my socks off.
7. I wrote the first draft of my last will and testament when I was in high school.
8. I had a basset hound named Molly which I later changed to Leigh. She died. And although I find ALL dogs adorable (yes, even those small, shaky ones), I've always been afraid to have another.
9. I am in-love and in-like with Angelo.
10. My heart breaks like nothing else in this world -- silent but deadly. That brings me to my 5,325,366th life now.
11. Nothing ticks me off more than arrogance. And cruelty.
12. I take too many pictures of myself, it's unhealthy.
13. If I could sing for a living, I would.
14. I can eat steak/shrimp/chicken fajitas for days.
15. Once I walked by a homeless, shoe-less guy propped up on one of those street pole platform things, and as I bent over to give him some money, I MANAGED to accidentally touch his feet with my hand. I felt completely wretched...for the both of us. But, believe it or not, more for him.
16. Fast forward to a few years later, I end up in the same place and this guy (a totally different guy) spits over his shoulder and it lands dead smack on MY feet.
17. I'm a spit/germ magnet.
18. I would rather touch that homeless guy's feet again and be spit on than eat lychees.
19. I have a serious case of stage fright. Seriously.
20. I hope to stumble upon the cure for all diseases someday. And host the grandest food fight party in Africa.
21. I've never done laundry in my life until June of last year.
22. I used to drink like a dude, ask anyone. Now, I look at a bottle of Patron and I feel dizzy.
23. Confession of the century: The first time I got in an accident while I was driving? Totally my fault.
24. I get by with a little help from my friends.
25. There is no place like home (to those who don't know where home is, it's Manila).

Wordless: Hope Floats

2009-02-04T16:34:00.000+08:00

10 On Tuesday: Fave Movies For Kids

2009-02-04T02:10:00.000+08:00

This list is STRICTLY kids stuff; none of those Rated PG space-age modern-day (or middle-earth...or middle-sea) storytelling intended for children of all ages, but really what they are are brilliant sci-fi motion picture epics by adults for adults (e.g. Star Wars, Back To The Future, The Lord Of The Rings, X-men, Fantastic Four, Iron Man, Superman, Spiderman, Pirates Of The Caribbean, Transformers) because those are just too cool to mention. And none of this High School Musical mumbo-jumbo either. Zac Efron is so hot though, isn't he? So not healthy for pre-adolescent girls.

What is the basis of my answers? I guess it's how many times I've seen them (I even have some of them on VHS...maybe even BETAMAX), plus they're just super [effortlessly] funny.

And now, in no particular order...

1. The Mighty Ducks Trilogy. "Flying V!!!" Always gave me goosebumps. I remember fantasizing about flying to Maine and joining the team. Especially when the 2nd one came out; the one with all the "imports?" Oh, man. Good times, good times.

2. White Fang. The first one with Ethan Hawke. Didn't really care for the installment, although I still saw it. Without Ethan, it wasn't really appealing to me anymore.

3. Aladdin. The Disney version, of course. It's my absolute favorite Disney animated movie of all time. Princess Jasmin's singing voice was done by a Filipina (Lea Salonga, who also played the original Kim in Miss Saigon). AND Aladdin looked a lot like my prom date, which only made it harder not to like (the movie, I mean). The prom date I loooooved. lol I hope he never reads my blog. Ever. lol

4. The Little Mermaid. Also the Disney version. "Someday I'll beeeeee....part of yooooouuur...woooooorld." I know all the songs/dialogue by heart (yes, even Sebastian's). Freak much?

5. Shrek 1&2. The third...enh, not so much.

6. Kung Fu Panda. "There is no charge for awesomeness." Priceless! Obie likes this one, too. A LOT.

7. Chronicles Of Narnia. What can I say, I'm a sucker for fantasy (and when I say fantasy I mean Ben Barnes).

8. Finding Nemo. Who can resist Dora, the aDORAble fish with early-onset Alzheimer's who spoke "whale." Plus, I loved that a lot of the animators were Filipino and they used a few Filipino touches in the movie -- that was really thoughtful and nationalistic.

9. Monsters Inc.

10. Harry Potter. All of them.

Those that didn't make the list, but are also kick-ass movies for kids, include the Never Ending Story series, Enchanted, Labyrinth circa 1986, Ratatouille, Ice Age 1&2, Toy Story 1&2, and The Incredibles. I just couldn't help it, could I. lol

Lovehammered

2009-02-02T16:06:00.000+08:00

Today's Manic Monday is brought to us by the word cloud. "Clouds" also happens to be one of my favorite (sure, I may have quite a few) songs. The melody is far from fresh, but it's probably the familiarity that makes it very endearing to me. And Marty Casey rocks. Big props to Lovehammers, too.

God, I love this song.

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Clouds
Marty Casey & Lovehammers

I am just like you
I wish for more in this life
I need so much more
Lost all hideaway
You were there
To save me from everything
And everyone I could not see

Turn my blind eyes blue
One kiss from you
Like white light
Feel you shining through
So much more to see
But you're too scared
Trust me with everything
'Cause I'm the one
I give you strength when you're weak

So sorry she said
You'll never find out anyhow
So sorry it's over now
Go on back home

Falling through your clouds I
Hope you can catch me
Never leave you alone
Falling through you now I
Hope you can catch me

Never leave you alone

Lyrics Source

On Beer, Pureed Food, And The Big Apple

2009-02-01T16:01:00.000+08:00

LunaNina says ... and I think ... ?

Take :: ...though 'tis better to give.
350 :: # of times I fantasized about eating real, solid, yummy food today.
Stand :: ...By Me circa 1986.
Raspberry :: ...beer. Ah, beer.
Turnstile :: Pay as you enter.
Infomercial :: "But wait, there's more!!!"
Dejected :: Lost hope.
What’s the word? :: Sale!!!
Awestruck :: New York City.
Smashed :: Perfectly describes the kind of food I've been eating.

Us

2009-02-01T06:17:00.000+08:00

~One Word To Start A Sentence Or Statement~

1. She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted, she is everything I want that I never knew I needed, she is everything.
~ The Fray

2. He is make-it-alright-to-get-you-through-the-night, the soul defender of anything I fear, the pain remover, bad-times-undoer, the joy-bringer, the love-giver, he is. ~ Heather Headley

3. We will we will rock you. ~ Queen

4. They are a-changin'. ~ Bob Dylan, on "the times"

Novocaine!

2009-01-31T10:07:00.000+08:00

Friday Fill-Ins will follow shortly, but first...

On a particularly bad day -- having had, count it, TWO wisdom teeth pulled out (nay! More like drilled, sliced, yanked, then stitched up), absorbed in no other sensation but raging pain even in my stillness -- it is best to think of something positive, you know, to keep me sane, if anything.

So, to lighten up the mood a little, and in an attempt to make myself feel a bit superior, I would like to recall the best compliments I've ever received (pardon my self-assurance, but I'm in pain!). Trust me when I say there's not a whole lot of the genuine kind. Therefore, I secretly cling to them like oxygen to a prolonged submerged pair of lungs. There are those that people say often; too often that it starts to sound...forced. "You have a very beautiful voice." Sure, you had to say that, my mom's within earshot. "I like your bag, where'd you get it?" You just want me to ask about yours. "I swear, you have the best hair." Get in line. "My, you lost weight!" Oh, bullcrap!

Then there are these...

1. "...I know you're a good girl." Even in true candor, I still manage to find it laughable. Not because I didn't want to believe the person who said it, but because they even had to. It definitely made me soft and appreciative when I heard it, but at the same time I doubted it a little. Am I a good girl, really? (that was rhetorical, by the way, in case you missed it)

2. "Your hair smells nice." Such a casual thing to say, so positively generic, almost elementary...but it definitely made my day. It made such an impact only because it's not something I hear everyday. Nor something this person would say everyday. Not that I stink (I sure hope not). But I guess I was just never the girl-who-looked-like-she-smelled-nice, knowwhatImean? Almost like I was Gandhi in the odor department -- passive -- never stood out even with perfume on.

3. "You're enchanting." It wasn't declared to me right away. The person who told me this (once upon a time), trying to be all mysterious no doubt, said that I was "what Joe Fox's grandfather used to describe the lady who previously owned The Shop Around The Corner in that You've Got Mail movie." Or something like that. The nerd that I was, I rented it out. And just as the 3-generation Foxes convened in the office for some father-son-grandfather bonding, behold, Grandpa Fox says, "she was enchanting." He actually says it again during a walking tour of the newly opened Fox Bookstore. It was heartwarming. If you were called enchanting, wouldn't you feel the same? Definitely NOT something you hear everyday.

4. "You have cute toes." I mean, WTF, right? My toes?!? Seriously? Well, if someone else had said it, I would've thought so. But coming from Obie, I knew he really meant it, the love-sick puppy that he was when he fell for me. lol Anyone who could love my pudgy tentacles could only be the real deal.

5. "There's something about you; you walk into a room and it just...lights up." I remember going through some old letters from high school before I left for the States. This from a guy who probably doesn't even remember writing it (and I hate to admit it, but I don't even remember his last name!!#%). lol Our friendship was short as it was peachy. We may have lost touch through the years, but the banter, the stripling chummy escapades, and the letter (of course) will always be something worth cherishing.

6. "Perhaps the most beautiful friend any [one] could ask for." It was never engraved in stone, nor declared recently, but at least they meant it at that moment. That's good enough for me.

Now, on with the show.

1. I'd really like more drugs right now.

2. Something that rhymes with stuck, or completely undecipherable except to Klingons is the word you'd most often hear me say if I stubbed my toe.

3. Possession is awesome for now.

4. Will take Will Turner over Captain Jack Sparrow.

5. Marshmallows and fire go together like marshmallows and my fiery, welcoming mouth.

6. Some will win, some will lose, some were born to sing the blues, oh, the movie never ends, it goes on and on and on and on.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to sleeping knowing I wouldn't have to wake up early in the morning, tomorrow my plans include nursing my pain more, and Sunday, I want to eat real solid food!

3,288 Days

2009-01-29T16:01:00.001+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Wordless: Sea World, San Diego

2009-01-28T16:00:00.000+08:00

10 On Tuesday: Fave Articles Of Clothing I Own

2009-01-28T08:55:00.000+08:00

First thing I thought when I saw this week's topic was, "yay!" Now that I'm writing about it, looks like it's gonna be a little tough to narrow down every item of clothing I own to just 10 absolute favorites. Before I reveal my picks, keep in mind that I LOVE fashion and appreciate various kinds of couture -- haute, vintage, and especially wallet-friendly ones (sales are the bomb).

Also, I want to define "articles of clothing" before going any further. As much as I j'adore all my bags, I'm afraid they would have to sit this one out. I believe they can make or break an outfit, but, in this case, are not necessarily items you "wear on" your body. Let's just say I put them in a different category altogether and consider them untouchable, for today's post at least.

OK, on with the fashion show...

1. Hoop Earrings. They go with almost anything.

2. Two-tone bracelet. I'd wear it all the time -- as long as there was no threat of losing it (when in crowded places, public transit, or doing physical activities, it has to stay home where it's safe).

3. Jackets, jackets, jackets. For someone who resides so close to the equator, I sure do love my jackets. I remember back in the 6th grade, I'd wear this yellow cardigan over my uniform even if it was like 30 degrees C out. Hoodies, coats, lumberjacks, denim jackets...all lovely. If I had to pick 1 absolute favorite, I would have to say...crap, it's so hard to pick just one. Camo cropped jacket by Chocolate, denim ones by Mango, Rolling Stones pullover, all my hoodies...I love them all equally, how's that.

4. The Jeans. It's never easy to buy the best-fitting, perfect pair of jeans. Especially for someone with my, err, built. I have quite a few pairs. Only 1 pair comes close to the perfect fit (as long as I don't gain any more weight), but I love them all just the same. Low rise, bootcut, relaxed fit, boyfriend pants, high rise, flared, skinny, cropped...I guess that's the secret to scoring the perfect jeans...buying a lot that come real close.

5. Plain White T's. Yes, I like the band, too. But I love my actual plain white t-shirts more. They hug me in the right places (i.e. not my mid-section lol).

6. Montreal Canadiens #11 Jersey. Go Habs Go!

7. Pointed pumps. In assorted colors and textures. Gotta love 'em.

8. Little Black Dress. Every girl needs one.

9. Birkenstocks. My friends and I have gone through quite a few pairs all through high school and college (tropical fever, baby). But even after the wear-and-tear, the darkened footbeds, and tarnishing metal clasps, it's always so hard to put a tag price on them in garage sales (I gave a pair away and I have to admit, that hurt a little, too). It's like saying goodbye to an old, dependable, dear friend. The ones I have now (2 pairs given to me by my boyfriend who, at that time, wasn't...ah, long story) are those single strapped ones; a white pair and a pink pair. I must say, the Germans did really good on this one.

10. Flip-flops. My absolute feet-ish. I actually lost count with how many I own. Puma, Old Navy, Crocs -- just a few of the brands I have. So, so cute AND comfortable. Nothing beats Havaianas though. I probably have 20 pairs, give or take. Plain, printed, limited edition, commemorative, jewel accents...can't live without them.

Tangled Up In Blue

2009-01-27T06:47:00.000+08:00

Got this from a friend's site. My answers turned out to be, well, pretty interesting (and sometimes funny). So, here it goes:

Put your player on shuffle and hit the 'Next' button to get your answer to every question. You must indicate the title and artist, no matter how far-fetched it sounds.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Waves - Grantura

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
What's The Deal - Envelopes

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Running - No Doubt

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Missing You - Jem

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Lithium - Nirvana

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Talk - Coldplay

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Heroine - Something Corporate

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
You're The Storm - The Cardigans

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Don't Worry Baby - The Beach Boys

WHAT SONG WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Hands Open - Snow Patrol

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
The Kill - The Dresden Dolls

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
I Wanna Be A Kennedy - Kill Hannah

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Bette Davis Eyes - Kim Carnes

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Good Fight Fighting - The Very Most

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Is This The Best It Gets - Budapest

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Somebody Told Me - The Killers

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Chocolate - Snow Patrol

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Wonderwall - Ryan Adams

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Breathe (2 am) - Anna Nalick

SCARES YOU THE MOST?
I Want You - Rachael Yamagata

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Baby One More Time (Britney Spears cover) - Marty Casey

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Waiting - Chantal Kreviazuk

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Tangled Up In Blue - Ani DiFranco feat. Indigo Girls

Wordless: East Side Story

2009-01-22T01:59:00.002+08:00

Un-Break

2009-01-16T14:47:00.001+08:00

Title: Break Me Out
Artist: The Rescues
Dedication: This one goes out to...well, you know who you are

Break me out tonight
I wanna see the sun rising anywhere but here
Come with me
Oh, this could be
The only chance we get
We gotta take it
We don't do it now we'll never make it
Lose this crowd
Oh, break me out

Wordless: Samuel Adams Winter Lager

2009-01-14T13:17:00.000+08:00

Wordless: Go, Habs, Go!!!

2009-01-08T05:15:00.000+08:00

My Top 5: Stress Busters

2009-01-07T07:00:00.000+08:00

Emotional stress is just as, if not more, taxing than physical stress. Accumulated annoyances, itty bitty heartbreaks that create sporadic earthquakes in your chest, homesickness, abandonment, depression -- too painful to even mention all of them under one breath. Do I do yoga or exercise? No (although I should, I know that much). Do I see a shrink? No. Why? Aside from the fact that I think it's a complete waste of money I may or may not have, I think of it as a favor, not to myself but to the poor stranger, sparing them from the contagious grief. Do I b*tch to my friends about these things? Hell, yeah! That's what they're for.

Seriously though, before I rejoin the rest of the world and all its normalcy (normal...ha!), I like to de-stress a little. Reboot my aura, if you will. No one wants to go out there with a black cloud hovering above them. Especially when things already are a little grim. Here are my five surefire stress busters (most of them I do just because they're fun).

1. "Please don't stop the music." I play something -- soft and soothing, ear-busting rock, same banana. Props would include, but not limit to, the radio, computer, iPod, guitar, videoke. Singing, out loud or just in my head, proves to be very calming, too.

2. Walk it off. What's better? Run. Sure, eventually, you come back to point A. But at least you've released all that bad juju for the atmosphere to consume it.

3. Write. Poetry, blog posts, music & lyrics, journal entries -- anything that involves a pen and something to write on, or a keyboard.

4. Fiction. Read books, watch movies, or make up my own stories. If you can't run away from your woes, might as well enjoy 2-3 hours of temporal yet blissful escape.

5. Zonk out. Sleep is turning out to be a luxury. I say embrace it whenever you can (this coming from a former sleepless fiend). Dreaming of Edward Cullen or Jacob Black or Aro (Ben Barnes is said to take on the role in the installments -- delish!!!) is just a bonus.

Guilty Sonic Pleasure: Untouch Me Not

2009-01-01T16:02:00.000+08:00

"Untouched" by The Veronicas.

Heard part of it for the first time on E! a couple of weeks ago. Couldn't get the tune out of my head since. Finally, I got the music video off iTunes. I'm a happy camper (am I?).

Speaking of happy...I hope everyone has an awesome 2009.

Wordless: Solvang, San Francisco, Sacramento

2009-01-01T03:50:00.000+08:00

My Top 5: Gifts Received On Christmas Day

2008-12-26T10:38:00.000+08:00

I got quite a few presents today. Those gift cards and "special envelopes" rocked, for sure, but these are my top five. So far LOL I'm sure I'll be getting more when I fly back home in 2 months ha ha I am so bad...

1. [What seems like a year's supply of] Ferrero Rocher, Raffaello, and Rondnoir (that last one is my fave). Ayayayayay.

2. A picture frame of me and my nephew Aidan (he's just 4 and he wrapped it himself!).

3. Vera Wang handbag.

4. Montreal Canadiens' Captain Saku Koivu #11 jersey (technically, I received it a few days early in the mail, but I did wait 'til Christmas morning before I opened it).

5. Round-trip ticket to Boston.

And on that note...

Wordless: Snow Angel

2008-12-24T16:01:00.000+08:00

10 On Tuesday: [Old] New Year's Resolutions

2008-12-23T16:27:00.000+08:00

Pretty much everything on here has been in my perpetual new year's resolutions list. I guess it helps to "revisit" them at least once a year to, you know, remind me how much progress (sure) I'm making. lol

1. Lose weight. Nowadays, even skinny people think they need to lose weight. I think it's time to update this. Healthier living. Yes, I think that's more positive.

2. Be nicer. To people who deserve it.

3. Go to church/pray more. Because I want to, not because I have to.

4. Clean up. I'm pretty sure my room back home is spotless -- now that I'm living thousands of miles away. Oh, thinking about the environment falls under this category, too. I'm doing OK there.

5. Touch base with family and friends overseas. I'm visiting family and friends here in the States. One country at a time, I guess. :)

6. Revive poetry and songwriting. The last time I wrote a full song was...3 years ago. I'm missing my guitar more than ever.

7. Don't sweat the small stuff. This takes a lot of effort on my part. Some days I'm successful, other days I don't really do so well. Crap.

8. Be a good daughter. I was told I sucked at it. They're probably right.

9. Read more. Yes, I'm doing pretty good in this area.

10. Find the best job and stick to it. This one, well, not so much. lol I will though, as soon as I get back home (said the echo from 2008).

Last Song Syndrome #2

2008-12-21T04:48:00.000+08:00

I'm going to sing this in my head (and out loud, too, no doubt) ALL weekend, I swear.

"Give me that thing
give it my friend
give me good, good times around the bend
I'll stay forever..."

xxoo

Wordless: Cali Snow

2008-12-18T03:48:00.000+08:00

photos courtesy of my cousin Gail from Hesperia

Wordless: Christmas Decorations '08

2008-12-10T17:54:00.000+08:00